Day 37

My lilies...my beautiful, favorite, perfect lilies and they were sent unexpectantly by my honey. I can't tell you how good it felt to open the door and see the delivery lady holding my favorite flowers, but not as good as when I opened my card and realized that Lamont had the floral people put the lyrics to "our" song. I really have tried not to think about missing him or even how much I truly love him, I guess it's a defense mechanism to protect my heart. Of course I know that doesn't work, I love him, i've loved him for half my life. But it is things like this that remind me of why I love him. Thank you so much baby...

For those interested, our song is Ribbon in the Sky by Stevie Wonder. These are the lyrics that were in my card....
Oh so long for this night I prayed
That a star would guide you my way
To share with me this special day
Where a ribbons in the sky for our love

If allowed may I touch your hand
And if pleased may I once again
So that you too will understand
Theres a ribbon in the sky for our love

Do...do...
Do do do do do...
Hmm hmm...

This is not a coincidence
And far more than a lucky chance
But what is that was always meant
Is our ribbon in the sky for our love, love

We cant lose with God on our side
Well find strength in each tear we cry
From now on it will be you and i
And our ribbon in the sky
Ribbon in the sky
A ribbon in the sky for our love

Do...do...
Do do do do do...
Hmm hmm...

Theres a ribbon in the sky for our love